Reflections on the eve of America's Birthday

- As I look back today, thinking about the people who have made this country what it is, and continue to shape it today, I have to say that I am proud. Proud because of all of the members of my family and my friend who have served and continue to serve as members of our armed forces. No matter what the lawmakers in Washington may do this country was built on the back of the common man and woman, the American solider. We should be so thankful to lie in a country where we have so many freedom's, and that those freedom's are defended by the best of us each and every day.

- Pen pal and I have been writing again. It is a good thing. Of course they got two letters to me before I answered back. Made me feel very bad, I was a bad pen pal!

- Exercise is increasing, eating is decreasing. No more fat Al.

- No job yet, but thanks for asking.

- That is all for now, everyone have a safe and happy holiday. Love you all.

A poem...maybe a song, who knows, we will see where it leads

I think it's time I disappear, to hide away with my fears

close the curtain, shut the door, you'll not see me anymore/

I try so hard, to the point of pain, causing my tear drops to fall down like rain/

Someday, I'll be back, stronger than before; till then I'll hide my pain in my core

all the time we spent together, all the moments shared

it turns out that in the end, only one of us really cared/

the pain that you left, feels like a rusty nail

it pierces my soul, turns my life into hell/

we laughed and cried, I gave it my all

you took your time, ensuring that I would fall/

when you had me in the palm of your hand

you left me alone, deserted in a dark land/

I guess I will never really know the truth,

Did you really love me, was there proof?/

someday I will recover and see the light,

till then, I will lead a dark life.

Appreciation

- So I am realizing more and more just how much I love being involved in the world of band. It is partly the music, yes, but more than that, it is the KIDS! I love the interaction with them, and getting to help mold them for the future. Especially here at TC, it is like a huge family, and it is so much fun to be around everyone. I really love it here.

- Went to see Thor over the weekend. Really well put together movie. NOT what I expected, at all, and that is a good thing! I get very tired of cliched movies, even the super hero ones. This was well beyond that. Such great actors and acting, and KB brought it as a director! If this is the future of super hero movies, I am excited!

- The job hunt continues. Next!

- Waiting on my next letter from my pen pal. Hopefully it comes soon!

- Weight loss - I NEED MORE MOTIVATION! Any help would be appreciated!

That's all for now, peace and love!

A quick update on me....

- Still job hunting, imagine that! But I know this is going to be the year, I just know it is....
- I have a pen pal. Got a letter from them today. So excited. I have had so much fun writing to this person and learning more about them. Plus, it is nice to actually WRITE to someone. Getting the mail has become a fun thing once again thanks to this person, I may write some more on here about this at a latter date.
- Very disappointing to hear about the low turn out at the pools in Kentucky yesterday. Come on people, GET OUT AND VOTE!!!!!!!!!
- Weight loss and exercise seems to be going in the right direction. Got to keep pushing and working on it!

That is it for now, will write more soon! Peace to all!

Backstreet's Back....

Well, I am back! I plan on getting back to blogging and keeping this thing updated. Get ready for the return of the RANDOMNESS!!!!

Some random musings and catching up.

1. Sorry I have not been around. Between marching band and grad school, I have been pretty well swamped. Two more weeks of marching band left. It has been a fun ride this year, totally unexpected, and oh so much fun!
2. I think the ability to connect to each other instantly with cell phones by calling and texting can be a great thing. But not after midnight, when I am in bed, asleep. Common courtesy folks. If it is an emergency, it is okay, but if it not, it can wait. Trust me.
3. Speaking of courtesy, when you make plans with someone, if you need to cancel, the way to do that is NOT to ignore them completely. Of course, I am learning more and more that people use that exact method in so many areas of life. I think that is so sad. If you don't want to talk to someone/see someone/whatever, then say so. Ignoring them is just cruel.
4. I wen to the movies yesterday. Saw a great flick in RED. BUt was distracted by this couple in front of me several times, because THEY WERE ALL OVER EACH OTHER. I mean they could not stop touching and kissing each other. It was actually pretty disgusting. If you want to do that stuff in the dark, get a room folks, don't ruin my movie going experience.
5. Farmville is stupid.
6. Actually, I think all Facebook games are. I gave them up all at once, and gained so much more free time. I know that sounds dumb, but it is true.
7. I would really like to learn to ballroom dance. I know I would not be all that good, as clumsy as I am, but I think it would be an interesting experience.

I guess that is it for now, just a quick one. I need to go work out, practice, and do homework. Hope you all have a good day. Will try and blog more when I get the chance. Peace.

The start of Fall

College football is in full swing, and marching band kicked off in full swing last night. I love this time of year! Have not blogged in a while so I thought I needed to get the lead out and do some writing. Here I go with my random musings!

- As I said, marching band kicked off yesterday. The show we went too, well, was at best, poorly run. I have been to so many shows over the years, and I know what it takes to run a good contest. It is a shame that the people who were in charge seemed to be totally confused about how things were supposed to go. Regardless, the kids did a PHENOMENAL job in finals, and really distinguished themselves. So proud to work with them!

- I have been observing people more and more as I have been out and about. And it disturbs me just how rude and inconsiderate people have become. When did it become so much about ourselves, and not about others? We need to get back to the point where we put others first, and stop worrying about ourselves so much. Have some consideration folks.

- To all my female friends who are so concerned about me being single, please understand. I am not sure I want something serious right now. Dating is cool, honestly, dating is so much fun to me! And yes, it will happen when it happens, I know that. So if I gripe about being single or not having a date, I know what you are gonna say! Just let me vent a little. Sometimes that is all I really need.

- And that brings me to my next point. If, at anytime, someone says hi to you, whether on facebook, by text or in person, take the time to say hi back. That could be the difference for that person between a good day or a bad day. Just my 2 cents worth.

- Grad school is kicking my butt, what else can I say.

- Had a slight health scare last week, but all is okay. Really have to focus on eating healthy and exercise. Anyone have any recipes that are healthy they want to share?

- well, I am tired this Sunday afternoon. Great day at church, but very tired. Think it is time for a nap! Have a blessed day y'all!